Snowed In has got me thinking!!

So I was supposed to start going back to the gym on Monday but "due to inclement weather" I was not able to ! Although I have had a great week with my husband and kids, spending lots of quality time together it made me realize that the week that should have been the start ... was not.
 If I look back at the last 12 years of my life I can recount dozens of times that I started a diet and started exercising only to have life throw a curve ball my way or just plan get discouraged. What is going to make this time different? What is going to make me successful this time because over the next couple of years I will surely face many road blocks what will I do differently? Honestly I don't have the answer, I do know that I have keep going, no matter what happens I have to wake up everyday putting Kylee first and anyone who  knows me knows this is a struggle. I have to maintain the life or death mentality and chose life over food,  choose pain over suffering and realize that the bend in the road (that is sure to come) is only the end of the road if I choose not to make the turn!